Love is Blindness or in the Air? Lol

10:45 PM PST

And nope, I am not drunk.
But for reasons such as complete boredom that I have to make this post.
Away from anything, this is just what I've been thinking lately.
To do that, let me speak up in a Conyo-natic , PAINSTAKINGLY CRINGE-Y, and more casual self: speaking Tagalog and English.

Here. We. Go. (or is it?)

One time, inaantok ako noon in the middle of a game sa DOTA like GG EZ win (lol CANCER akong support y'all know), and biglang iba na yung tumugtog na music sa phone ko, "Best Love Song" ni T-Pain.

Hindi dahil sa word na "Love" kung bakit gusto ko yung kanta because almost all songs na nasa phone ko is either na-try ko na sa gitara or wala lang. (I'm sorry I don't use Spotify)

I find it kind of weird na sabihing masaya ako kahit hindi
Na sabihing hindi ako nasasaktan pero sakit na sakit na
Na sabihing manhid na ang puso ko pero kusa na itong namanhid na.

Hindi ko alam bakit bigla nalang ako napaisip ng ganito.

Ikaw alam mo?

It got me thinking:
"WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL?"

at yan nagkaroon ng flashbacks inside of me.
yung isa, ayun tatanga tanga ako nun.
yung pangalawa, is a big screw up
yung pangatlo, Aruy Sakit

Technically, I should be out now if this is baseball. 
But it is not, it is the game of life.

Anyway, I had enough of my music on my phone. After playing, I scrolled through Twitter, tweets, answers from their CuriousCat, and lastly DM's.

I don't know about you but sometimes that I am bored and not sleepy, I back read a DM with another people, randomly, whoever I feel like.

This time, I just laughed at the same time, cringed.

I JUST BACK READ MY CONVERSATION WITH MY CRUSH.
To make matters worst, FROM THE TOP.

The first parts were like those common Twitter game na "Like and I will DM you something...." those kinds of things.

To be quite accurate, I'm just her friend, OKAY?! 

AND to count we've only talked through Twitter 5 TIMES!
That's an extreme level of awkwardness, well, that's only the taster.

Pero dumating yung time na napasabi ako "DAMN, wala talangang intro intro ako noong panahon niyan."
She have another twitter game of "I'll dm a number and Mention....."
AND 
She gave me a number that i have to tag someone I secretly like...
AND
Yeah, walang intro intro, siya ang namention ko.
Awkward ba?
~~~~GG~~~

That is the time I have to come clean.
No jokes, pero tunay WALANG INTRO INTRO
We've talked once again.. Saying na Shookt'd siya noong nalaman niya yun.
But I told her na (nonverbatim) "I've heard alot of impressions about you but I don't believe in that kasi I don't rely on what they say rather but kung ano man nakikita ko sa kanya."
But in all honesty, physically, ang ganda niya.
Like hella heart eyes pag nakikita ko. (Easy lang)
But I don't like the person by it's physical attributes
SIGURO LANG BONUS NA YUN KASI ANG GANDA NIYA, HMP.
sa Ugali lang talaga alam mo yung pakiramdam na "akala lang nila ganito pero iba sa akala nila ang alam ko."
YUNG MGA GANON, GETS MO.

Anyway, di ko na papahabain pa ito.
Kung sa mga nagtatanong anong ending, well, EWAN
Si Lord kasi ang may hawak ng script so sunod nalang tayo.

AND YOU, if you'll ever see this.
You know that I'm dedicating it to you.
Maybe one day, if by chance, we'll be closer...
I don't want to expect something this and that,
I'll let God's plan be it.

:)

-HGL 33
www.youtube.com/c/HGL33